Wednesday, October 24, 2007

8 Weeks Old

Time really is relative. The last two months of this pregnancy seemed to drag by, but these last eight weeks have flown! Even with the hormonal rollercoaster and complete lack of sleep, I'm so in love with this little guy. He wants to be held pretty much always - the baby pouch and the baby wrap both come in very handy - but he likes the swing or rocker seat for a little while. His personality is already so evident. He's so curious! He would break his neck to see who's holding him. And I mean really see. He stares hard. I love to hold him and look into his eyes - it's almost impossible to look away. His smiles are few and far between, but well worth the wait!
I love this time with a new baby, getting a feel for each other. Thinking back over the first weeks with Levi, Brenna and Jack I can really see how their personalities shined right from the beginning. It's amazing to hold this little person in your arms and imagine the years you'll spend getting to know them. Yes, we'll shape them somewhat, hopefully passing on our values, and the environment they grow up in will have a big impact. But they're already their own little person - already the person God made them to be. Getting to be a part of this whole new person coming into the world is such a miracle! It makes all the pregnancy stuff and delivery stuff so worth it (even if I still don't want to think about it too much!). So when I wonder whether they'll be a fifth little one in our future - and I have to wonder since that has replaced "you're pregnant again?" as the most frequent thing people say to me - I have to hope God will bless us again. But for now I'm so content to hold my blessings tight and praise God for each one!

7 comments:

Maggie said...

Everything sounds wonderful! I can't put my little guy down but I don't ind much :)

Shannon@Idylwild said...

The baby and the kids are really wonderful! Now the house...that's a different story:) But I'll get around to that - they're only young once, right?!

Meredith said...

Oh, he's so pretty! I know you shouldn't say that about boys, but he is. The brightness of those eyes!

Shannon@Idylwild said...

Oh, thanks, Meredith! I think he looks like me so I'll take pretty:) All my boys have eye lashes that I've spent years trying to create with mascara:)

Dawn C said...

Shannon, SMOOCH those sweet cheeks for me, eh? He is just adorable. He makes me want to have another baby, just looking at him!! (DID I JUST REALLY SAY THAT?!!) :D

Shannon@Idylwild said...

They are contagious:>

Holly said...

Mmmm. He is SO sweet!